Today reminds me much of the days leading up to Heidi’s
passing. Whereas the past many months have been warm and beautiful in Utah,
today has turned dark, cold, raining and dreary. Many of the final days of
Heidi’s life where the same. Today of course mark’s 6 months since she passed
away. A part of me and the kids feel like she was an active part of our lives
just yesterday. Her influence and comfortable spirit are still evident in so
many parts of life it is still hard to believe she is gone. And yet, at the
same time, it seems like so much has happened since she has gone and it has
been forever since we have been able to talk with her and share experiences
with her. We do miss her greatly, but remain so grateful for the time we got to
spend with her. We continue to recognize that we had much more time with her
than her diagnosis should have allowed.
Hopefully from viewing the blog you can tell that life for
the Wright home as continued to move ahead as best we can. Though the nearly 5
years of cancer treatments were challenging, they did prepare me and us for
life without a fully functioning Mom. I thankfully know how to administer the
home, know where things are located, and even how to cook a meal now and then.
That is no substitute for Heidi, but does help. Her spirit, passion for life,
and love for others is what I cannot compensate for and is what we feel the
greatest lack of. There is little that can take the place of the love of a
Mother, especially one as wonderful and devoted as Heidi.
We do sincerely continue to appreciate the help, occasional
meals, friendships, thoughts and prayers that you make on our behalf. They have
and continue to support us along. We continue to press forward and look forward
to that great day when we will all be re-united with Heidi once again.
4 comments:
Scott,
Thinking of you and the family. We have felt the loss also.
You do a super job of keeping up the blog. Heidi would be so proud of you! Love You, Pam
This was a beautiful post and brought tears to my eyes. I think of your family often. Heidi's strength, faith, and courage continue to inspire me. Her influence will always remain with me. I will continue to pray for your family. I'm just sorry I can't do more.
I am so impressed that you are keeping up the blog, I know Heidi is proud of you. You and the kids have pressed forward and we are all inspired by you. I can't imagine filling both parenting roles. I am sure Heidi is grateful for your hard work and faith.
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