Contemplatting D-Day

Well, I've been trying to avoid it but I'm really coming to realize that D-Day is coming in less than a week. How will I ever handle that day?? D-day is Sept 15th and its the day my Neurosurgeon decides whether or not I'll have open brain surgery. Sound Scary? It sure is...I don't know where my mind should be at a time like this..and its not really sure what to think....but I'm just putting this random thought out into the universe. =0) Something to ponder on.....